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2010-07-18T11:47:00.003+08:00

Checked NPal Absent Summary.
What the fuck, ELTECH teacher marked me absent because I am late.
Ohhh, whatever fuck. I just dislike the teacher more.

Although her face always smile, and like talking to you so nicely.
She's like treating us like primary or lower secondary school kids man!
Like fuck, she doing lecture, we talk. She don't teach.

Hey, please la, aunty, is polytechnic here. You do lecture, we listen a not, our problem.
Just fucking do your job and shut up. Hypocrite.

I am so so so angry she marked me absent.
Now I feel like skipping all her lectures. Arghh!

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Yesterday at around 4.30pm brought Avery to swim.
She learned how people jump down to pool, like what the hell!
She keep crawling out of the water, then she become damn cold.
Then I brought her to the baby pool, then she cold until she shiver.
So, we stop swimming after that.

Monday had IJ project to do, SIAN.
.

2010-07-12T22:40:00.002+08:00

So I wasn't well the last week.
(I am still not okay now, I think)

My stomach forbid me from eating much ever since that.
I feel like vomiting once I had a bowl of rice.
Or something equivalent to a bowl of rice.
This sucks! Sigh sigh sigh.

I didn't vomit after last Friday, I assume.
Or I last vomit was Friday? Or Thursday? Not sure.
Now I too, feel like vomiting but I force myself not to

I had been skipping bridging maths module, but I don't care.
Ok I'm done. I feel like cutting my whole throat out.

not feeling well

2010-07-05T23:57:00.001+08:00

Uh! I just vomited till my whole stomach feel sour.
I thought I am okay already.....
But still abit not alright...
Maybe because I drank a cup of warm water?

Don't vomit out again please.....
Sighhhhh. Don't know what's with the stomach ):

Going sleep now.... Byee...
Hope I gets better when I wake up..

tired

2010-07-05T01:32:00.002+08:00

Had been raining lately, spoil my mood of going out.
Stayed at home the past few days.
Except Saturday went out to get dinner at CWP.
Bought sushi & KFC homed.

Cleaned the room from morning till 12am.
Cool, isn't it. And more than 9/10 of the stuff not mine.
Like fuck. FUCK! F-U-C-K! FUCK.

Still have school in the afternoon.
If skipped S&W have no make up, I will skip.
If bridging maths wasn't compulsory for weak students, I won't go.
FUCK UP EVERYTHING IN LIFE.

I'm really tired, I want to sleep, but my mind tells me not to sleep.
WHY WHY WHY. Actually I want to sleep.
Why didn't you let me sleep, so tired.
Sigh........

yawn, common test result

2010-07-02T02:12:00.002+08:00

Ah well, is 2.12am right now.
I can't sleep, but who cares ?

Gotten back all my common test result.
I didn't fail any module yet..
But sad thing is, I can't drop bridging maths due to low marks!
Sigh, very unhappy about it!

School was boring. All I do was sleep during lectures.
Is so hard to stay awake during lectures.
But I think I improved! Hahaha -.-
'Cause I sleep more during Secondary school days.

Just blog out of boredom, now IDK what else to post.
So, BYEEEE!

2010-06-27T23:49:00.003+08:00

Eyes is freaking tired, but still don't feel like sleeping.
Or another way round, I feel tired and sleepy, but don't want to sleep.

Had Swensen today with HuiWen :D
She treated me, thanks laa girl!
We ate damn a lot, believe me is a lot.
Full until we cancel order! Hahaha.
Walked around CWP, then HuiWen house slack abit.

Reach home, eat again :P
Till night had my favourite green apple +spinach juice.
Whooo :P

But I am very sad today...

when i close my eyes

2010-06-23T23:44:00.002+08:00

For all I care, for what I say.
I have never said any word out of anger.

I changed myself for the family, but I don't think it do any good.
I tried to make myself look at the brighter side, but it doesn't help.
I controlled myself on facing on the laptop, but I don't see any good.

If today, I am still the old self.
I kept everything to myself.
I keep quiet for anyone care.
I shut myself up.
I faced the laptop screen 24hours.
I don't utter a single shit.
I don't say out whatever I care.
I hooked myself on online games.
Everything won't happened.

I won't scold you, quarrel with you, or care about you.
The whole house might be peace with me right?

I am insane, I am crazy.
I shout and scream like nobody business.

Why do I even fucking cry when my tears are dried.

I am fucking tired I tell you.

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Thank You for being my sister for 18years.
Thank You for finding me back when I ran away from home.
Thank You for giving my so much things in the past.

From that day on, I will no longer treat you like my sister.
I will treat you like any other relatives.
Which I don't fucking care about anymore.

---

Maybe is time to change myself again.
To whoever I am,
To someone no one can recognize.

new life?

2010-06-19T00:39:00.001+08:00

Do you think I need a new life?

I want to be myself too, but I just can't.

hello, im here! :D

2010-06-14T22:29:00.002+08:00

When was my last post? Seems quite long ago for me yeah.

Uh-uh. Nothing exciting nor interesting happened.
Hey! Wait, there is! But you-know.
Hahaha-hahaha.

So basically my life in NP wasn't as bad as I predicted.
But I bet my results were bad for CT!
Didn't revise for any, but so be it! Is life man!
If good marks is meant for me, it will be mineeeeeee!
If not, how hard I study also won't get good results right?!
Hahahahahahahahahahhaah-

How convincing I am :P
Yup, holidays right now.
Feeling so bored and stuff.

Yeah-yeah-yeah.
I don't know how to continue the post,
so byeeeeeee :D

2010-05-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

Life is full of ups and down.
Life is something that everyone is going through.
Life, is about all out of our control.

You cry when you feel upset.
You cry when you feel angry.
You cry when you're surprised.
You cry when you're over the moon.

You smile when you feel happy.

You laugh when you feel funny.

All of, you cry the most.

I cry doesn't mean I am upset.
I cry doesn't mean I am gave up.
I cry doesn't mean anything.

I cry because I can't hold back my tears..

I no longer know how to title my post

Poly life, shag

2010-05-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO!

I've got no time to update my blog.
& nothing interesting to update !
School have been, LIFE.
You know, LIFE. Is LIFE.
Poly LIFE, is LIFE. Yeah, LIFE.

I'm afraid of failing any module.
Because I don't want to retake!
Hate project/group work to the MAX.
Never like my grouping.

Keep taking bus to school, 'cause bought bus concession :)
Seldom take MRT liao! Wuuuuuuuuu >:
&&&& Keep gossipping too :D
Meet someone once from MSLSS too :D
Older than me though, 2 years, but I never seen her in MSL before!
Hahhaa :D

Yaya, that's all la ! LIFE is like that >:

huiwen's bday

2010-05-03T12:43:00.002+08:00

Since my lesson start late today, due to my lecturer is on childcare leave..
I shall blog! Hahaha.

Friday I met Vilynn at CWP after my school.
Had lunch at KFC, ate damn alot! Me only xP
After that Chee joined, then Jefrence joined us.
Vilynn left for CCA, EvonLee came.
Took 911 to Republic Polytechnic find XuShan.

Explore around RP, couldn't find XuShan! LOL.
(Like obviously we can't, 'cause she's in class!)
Called her and then, YAY! Found her.
Waited outside her class for awhile then she told us she could go le!
Hahah, was damn fast la. Then walk around find people.
Then went to their canteen eat ~
XuShan ate we kop! Hahah!

Cab to Claudia house later on. Omfg dogzx.
I nearly didn't want to go in LOL.
Stayed at her room for awhile.
After Claudia done bathing we went to took bus then MRT.
Reach Bishan GV. Dang, all tickets selling fast then we just bought the..
Ice Kachang Puppy Love.
Thought it would be a really boring show, but still okay.
Keep us all awake LOL!
Had dinner at yoshi!
Slack awhile and MRT, bused home. :D

Saturday night went over to meet HuiWen & Joesphine.
Bought some stuff at mama shop then went off to EvonLee house
&& Dogzxzx again! I tell you IDK shout how many times at her house ._.
THE EVONLEE LET HER DOG RUN AROUND THE HOUSE THEN JUMP UP THE BED IM AT.
OMFG, THE DOG WAS JUST BSIDE ME! MOTHER FUCKERzx LOL -.-
Then nevermind, let her dog emo at kitchen.
AFTER THAT SHE LET HER DOG COME OUT AGAIN >:
THEN THE CLAUDIA OPEN THE SECRET DOOR TO COME IN.
THEN THE DOG RUSH UP THE BED AGAIN.
THEN IDK I SHOUT ALL THE WAY LO ._.
THEN NVM, THEY NEVER LOCK THE DOOR AGAIN.
THEN I TELL THEM LATER I OPEN THE DOOR, THE DOG WAKE UP!
ALL DON'T BELIEVE ME. I HAVENT EVEN OPEN THE DOOR, JUST PRESS TO OPEN.
THE DOG DASH TOWARDS ME. FUCKING IDIOTIC >:

& NOW I GOING TO DISLIKE DOGS TO EVEN I DIE T^T.
SOBSOBSOBSOB! HUIWEN 18TH BIRTHDAY GAVE ME PRETTY MEMORABLE MEMORY!

Poly life sucks, really

2010-04-26T01:58:00.002+08:00

It have been 2 weeks since I update my blog(!)

So I had 2 celebration of birthday with two group of friends.
Both are loveddddddd <3!
Had sharkfins at home and ate the biggest bowl ^^!

Then, let's talk about poly life.
For me, is sianned. Really.
My class is boring, I'm boring too.
I hate the fact that, I need to face something call group work.
I can't communicate well, and yeah, I hate group work I should say.

& I didn't now Engineering courses was so much into Mathematics.
I thought just Physics. So I am doomed, on Maths.
And because I got a F C5 for my Maths, I need to stay till 7.30pm for extra lesson on Monday.
Shit it laaah! Mondays Blue - You know ):

And I hate the fact that at 12noon, there's no place in the makan place >:
So, I decided to bring food from home (: Save time, save walking energy.
Great. And I hate my school for being so far from me!

Lectures are boring, and my lecturer aren't good.
They seldom allow us to on our notebooks.

&& I pretty hate carrying the notebook around!
Is so heavy, even though it weighs 1.6kg or so >:

NVM, I just bought a new phone today.
SE Xperia X10 ^^; Great phone just can't video call >:
Nevermind, since I don't really need that functionnnnnn.
So, I shall announce I'm officially broke :D
Let's cheeeeeeeeeeer!

&& I haven't finish my project. Is 2am. Fuck!

Birthday

2010-04-12T23:28:00.001+08:00

Hello, I'm 18. :D

new laptop ^^

2010-04-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

Oh my god like finally, I collected my laptop! Dang.

Morning went to Marsiling Secondary School. Walked one big round.
The sun was scorching, damn hot and arghh!
Met with ELPP(A) then went in together.
Fuck the office women. Damn angry with her alright.

Starting I say I want to collect my O' level certificate.
She said is not ready yet cannot collect. Then I damn angry.
Then we say want find teacher she like don't want let us go find siol!
Say what MrTay difficult to find, what the hell!
Then get visitor pass go canteen and grab somethings to eat.
Stepped into canteen saw MrTay already!

After that chit chat abit and wait till 1.10pm! Saw MsTan!
Dang, she got outing )): Sadded. MsTeo need to do exam paper. What a day!
Then MsTan told us Abdah collect O level certificate le!
Jitao, more angry called and confirm!
Wah, go in office ask. Then that fucking women say is not I don't want to give is because is not ready yet.
Then another office women can give us she cannot.
Fuck angry! Fuck fuck fuck. Fuck you MSLSS.
I damn angry lo!

Today my main point is MSLSS sucks lo!
Made me scold so many foul words today.

needa chnge

2010-03-17T13:00:00.001+08:00

Seriously, I think I need a new layout for my blog.
With new song(s) too.

Enrolment

2010-03-15T11:58:00.002+08:00

Is already 15th, and I haven't finish my enrolment stuff and paying of school fees.
Bless me x: Going to rush things out tonight, LMAO :P
Let the school know I am a last minute person even before I enters it!
Fantastic? :P Anyway, dateline is tomorrow! Hahahah!

._.

2010-03-11T11:24:00.003+08:00

I skipped work yesterday and today :/ Manager must be very furious x:
Actually I wanted to go today, but oh well. No reply, then forget it.

Yesterday went to future school to see laptop and do test~
Very fast one, hahaha. Waited for Colleen to arrive for so long!
Just aiming for Fujitsu notebook. I wanted MacBook initially.
When I reached there, I feel like having Fujitsu LOL -.-
Not because Fujitsu cheaper, which is not.
The Fujitsu one cost like 2.2k man ._________________.
But is i7, so no more complaining gahh.

Think Saturday going buy le (: Then can take on spot ^.^
The person say got stock for the one I buy. Yay ;D

scary

2010-03-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, XuShan, JiaQi and me witnessed a very scary incident >_<
While walking to the bus stop from XuShan house, we heard a loud sound.
Like something dropped or some those machine sound.
Then I saw some construction worker there so I thought some machine dropped or something.
We continue walking then, till suddenly the three of us pause and turned D:
Then I said "Can we don't walk here?"
Then JiaQi said "I saw a leg"
XuShan & me "I saw it too"
None of us dare to look or what .___________.
Then heard one aunty shout " Got someone drop one "
XuShan & JiaQi continue walk a little to find out if anybody called police or something while I already crossed the road to the opposite bus stop.
Lucky I couldn't see anything from there.
XuShan & JiaQi came over a while later and said someone called police le.
So nevermind ba >_< Then the police came after quite a long time =_=
Then somemore the police don't stop the car on the road lo, still drive a big round go the car park.
Wahpiangs ! Buay tahan de police lo x:
After that bus came, and ambulance came. So I don't know what happen next le x:
Damn scary lo >_<>_<>_<

Then today read newspaper then know the person is commit suicide.
Oh my god lo! I still thought is really fell down or what sia ._____.
Scary scary scary! Very scary D:

why

2010-03-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

Why haven't I receive my enrollment package when all my friends have received days ago?

WHY??
):

work tmr ):

2010-03-01T20:57:00.002+08:00

I have to work tomorrow ): Sadded!
Working on Tuesday, Thursday and Friday~
Going out with girlf♥ on Wednesday :D

Today haven't wake up then need go to accompany Avery sleep.
Then 9am like that she woke up and cry -.-
Then I go make her milk for her!! 5 line of milk LOL.
I don't know how much was it, the marking on her milk bottle was 5 x:
LOL. Supposingly she only drink 4, but I just make more for her so won't hungry so fast.

After that playplay awhile, bathe her.
Bathe hao le, dry her hair and play awhile.
Then put her to sleep. I actually fall asleep first x:
After that around 1pm wake up. Feed her porridge.
Eat hao le receive HuiWen SMS then went down check mailbox.
No letter for me ): Sad, but nevermind.

Then bring Avery to XuShan house since she's so good girl today :D
Then around 3pm wanted bring her go MRT station wait my mum.
But suddenly rain so heavily ): Waited for awhile rain doesn't goes off.
Went back XuShan house. Skip skip. Around 4.40pm bring Avery home.
Then mummy feed her porridge. After awhile Vicky reached home.
Skip skip, Avery knocked the back of her head again.
Very hard this time round D: Then she cries like mad !
Brought her to NTUC buy stuff 'cause I feel like eating icecream x:
One visit spent 30$ plus, LOL. But mummy give me back $25!
So spend like $6 only. Yay! x: Anyway, this month pay just reached 500$!
LOL. Working lesser and lesser already :P Hehehe.

Okay la, that's it. BuhByeeeee :D

Dang

2010-02-27T21:41:00.002+08:00

Yesterday worked till 5pm. Manager sot? Put me until 5pm =_=
Forget it, it was very boring at work especially when the menu changed -.-
Is changing soon again =_= Hope nicer stuff, the current menu like not really nice x:

After work trained to Yishun find Abdah and Xushan :D
Slacked at Bata with them for awhile and went home.
Rushed to Huiwen and Jo's block to meet them up.
Thought I was already late so keep rushing them and myself.
Ended up, ELPP came home at 9pm! Zzzzzz ~
Three dogs at her house, super sianned x: LOL.
They were torturing the doggie Hahaha x:

They didn't come to my house as is late and HuiWen was sick.
So wanted to come today, but HuiWen was sick still.
So ended up, they didn't come my house ): Sigh.
Rotted at home today and asked my Dad take care Avery instead of me. LOL.
Then he doesn't know how to wear the pampers for Avery until he tore some shit out of the pampers. LMAO. Super funny until I cannot stop laughing.
Even when I first try to help Avery pampers I also manage to do it.
Hahaha. Super funny laaa ~

Nothing much laa.. Now Avery beside me see me blog while Mummy trying to coax her to sleep.
Cause I lying on bed blog. Avery keep "ah-ta-da"ing LOL

CNY-bainian

2010-02-23T16:03:00.002+08:00

Sunday night went out to bainian again.
Bus-ed to MingYee house with HuiWen and HockBoon.
Blackjack at MingYee house again, and I lost a few bucks.
At nine, bus-ed to Jo house. Meet EvonLee at bus-stop!
She brought a stupid thing along, a dog =__________=
So there was three dogs surrounding me >:
I sat at Jo "study" room or whatever room was that while they were having fun with ELPP's dog in the living room >:
After that I thought go home luh, they went up HuiWen house.
They told me go awhile then I followed them up.
Who knows x: We blackjack there, with just four people.
LOL! Before going out I told my Mum I would be home by 11pm x:
But we began gambling at 10.30pm like that.
Like quite impossible so called and told Colleen will be home around 11pm plus :P
Gamble till 11.10pm! Win back those I have lost in MingYee house!
I brought 19.70$ out and came home with 21.70$! Win a little only :P

Monday work work work >_< Super sianned. Got some angbao from workplace.
Which is a good thing too ^^ But very boring at work, 'cause not many people.
Today also >_< Sigh. Only can online till 4.30pm 'cause at 5pm got customer coming!
How stupid lo >: Arghhhhhhh! Actually can online till 5.45pm one lo!
Now I don't know where to go >: 'Cause nothing much to shop and I think bring cash out ):
Is already 4.18 Sigh. That's all for today.

cont'd CNY post

2010-02-21T10:51:00.000+08:00

Okay so, because I went back to M'sia to make passport. I got no choice but to stay there till I finish visiting my relatvies in M'sia.
Why? Because once I leave Msia then, my passport have no more PR!
So I didn't got the chance to buy new year goods ): Sadded.
And staying at my aunt house was very bored 'cause I dislike my noisy cousins.
& they love to wake people up early in the morning ! >_<

CNY eve have steamboat again this year >:
Not wanting to have steamboat again next year !
Every year steamboat, super sian >________<
Avery slept at 12am -.- She missed the pretty firework x:
Alot of people played with kong ming deng this year O_O
Was like WOW! Hahahahahah :P

First day of CNY went to ahkim house, supposingly called it ahgong house de.
But all grandparents passed away already >_<
Only baby there was Avery 'cause Freya went to Ipoh .____________.
Also bored nah, cause I got nothing to chat with my relatives.
Took money from dad and Colleen to gamble with my cousin and uncle nor ;P
Papa lost RM13! Chee and me lost RM2 only :P Hahahahahahhahaahhahaah!
My biaoge win all =____________________________________=

After that at night went to my er shu gong house bai nian.
IDK how many years since I saw him. Seems like a great person in Msia.
But I don't like visiting them -.- lol~~~~

Second day of CNY, went to benzhen baibai. But I didn't pray or what x:
'Cause all my dad pray ;P HAhahhahaha. Then dad help me asked stuff O_O
Say I July cannot go out at night -.- Cannot attend people wake or funeral X_X
So, who's dying during July ? HAHAHAHAHHAHA! x:
Very long ride and I was having stomachache! Just pain and cramps.
When they went for lunch, I just skipped it.
Went back Aunt house and they went swimming during evening.
Stupid Vicky asked me bring Avery go swim !
Then make myself all wet =_______________________________=
Avery know how to kick in water neh. Uber cute LOL!
When my two little noisy cousin splash water on her, she will kick her leg like wanna run away from them like that! Hahahahahhaa!

At night went PingHuei house overnight. LOLz .
When Avery reached, she cried -.- Cause she just woke up and see stranger.
But after awhile she begin to naughty again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She have been sleeping at very late for 3 days in a row =_________=
Eating CNY crackers too! -_- And became sick LOL.

3rd day of CNY. Went Jusco shop -.- LOL how bored was it -.-
Went to a cheap skate shop to eat cause of Vicky -.- She chose it!
FOod & Tea I think.
Lousy service and food there isn't really nice though I only have some ice stuff -.-
Went back to SG at night!

rest of the day look after Avery and my super irritating cousin which I don't like !!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday Colleen came and fetch my cousin back. Whooo :P Hahaha.
Friday mum never work so she look after AVery.
SKIP--- Avery is too naughty to let me write everything of her out----

Yesterday I woke up with flu, fever and sorethroat.
Was actually 38.3, then became 39.5 in the afternoon.
Avery keep wanting me to carry no choice called my dad home.
4pm went to bathe and set off to wen house with fever still!
Took before going still 39.5 =_____________________=
Gamble at her house. OMFG! Her bro's friend crazy. Nearly lead me to bankrupt.
One round 5-6$ >_< Then double 10$/12~ Crazy crazy!
Actually I not banker de, is wen. Then she lost all her money nobody want be, I be nor >_<

After that set off to JingYing house. Gamble small small cause of JJ -.-
JJ lost 20cents only like lost 200$ LOL -.- Keep saying she lost 20cents.
After that set off to CWP to meet PeiKuan and went to foodcourt to eat.
Not hungry so skipped dinner but AhJo went to buy porridge for EePheng then she bought me one too! >_< Thanks anw.
Went to PK house to had the porridge O_O I ate ~~half~~ okay! Hahaha. x:
ELPP helped to finish most of it. LOL!
Wanted to gamble at PK house ended up didn't. 11pm plus went home my parents already asleep -.-
JJ send me home and the cat below of house was scary!
Keep on following me like OMFG. Only JJ see de scariness !
Went up the lift and that's one more cat.
Stood still at the corridoor to wait for the cat to go away!
Stand for quite awhile then finally it dash past me!
Nearly fainted siol me -.- Quickly went into the house!

Midnight my head uber pain not headache kind.
Then get scolded by my mum for bathing late at night.
THen she asked me dont come home so late !! T^T 'cause head pain nor-.-
Then took panadol and went bck to sleeep.
Woke up at 9 plus ;P Fever gone. Headache gone. Wahahhaa.

CNY

2010-02-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

Before CNY, when I was at work.. I was down with flu suddenly.
Manage to survive till break, though I already feel the pain.
Everytime I sneeze, I can feel that something from my body is pushing down.
Then ended up too much sneezing, my bottom part of the body become super pain.
The bones I should say, until I could only stand. Totally cannot bend a bit.
Cannot take it and I got the so sick face, everyone asked me to go home.
Told manager initially, he told me to wait awhile, he go out see busy anot.
Then I at around 8 plus, he tell me can go home. Say 8.30 loh.
MRT-ed home with the pain. Standing for that long time.
From Orchard to Marsiling. And walk home from MRT station.

Pain was CMI. Friday went to make passport as it expires on March.
Many people and I malaysian. Got to go Msia make -.- Worst till the person talk to me in Malay.
So I just guess what the person is talking LOL =___________________=
~~~~~~~~~~OMG HALF WAY POSTING THIS I HEAR CAT MEOWING OUTSIDE MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!! IS 12:09AM!!!!!!!!!!!! SURE IS CHEE DEAD HAMSTER SOUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

OKOK CONTINUE TMR BB